So, I guess this is the only place I can come to when I need an escape and just vent right?? The break-up... don't remind me.
Just to let you know a bit more about me, I'm not the type of girls who loves drama. I love how I am and what I have. I would say that I'm a pretty down to earth sort of person, but the break-up... made me look at things differently now, for the time being we shall call the boyfriend Dave.
Now Dave was like the sweetest guy ever, and when I said this, I stand by it. He never really did anything bad to piss me off or anything. He treated me like a perfect princess, but the problem was that maybe he was too in love with me. Don't get me wrong or anything, I loved Dave, and I still do. I guess this is the problem... it's that I was the one who broke up with him to get a little space, but as time went by, he lost feelings for me and left me to date another girl. We've been together for about 2 years, so I'm used to hearing his voice and being with him. I've always told myself that I would never be one of them girls who are weak and sad that their bf dumped them. But my feelings for Dave aren't going away, and I find myself just making myself sad thinking about it and seeing Dave and his new girlfriend's love notes on FB. When we dated, it was a pretty serious relationship; it had mad potential of moving forward to engagement. (I'm not sure engagement was the right word, but I said it to let you guys know that it really was serious.) Now, I'm not like a total bum, but I do want to move on.
How can you come out of a relationship and into a friendship. It's virtually impossible, but he wants still be my friend. What do you think I should do. You know, I'm not totally in love with him... like I don't even think about him until at the very end of the day when I'm about to sleep, I rethink about what we had, and it just makes me a tiny sad. I know he's in "love" if that's what people calls it these days with his new girlfriend... but now I'm the loser who got dumped... hmmm... sooo uncool... So, I guess that's how you can summed it up on how'd it happened..
